Instagram

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Sometimes when I scroll
my pictures on facebook
comparing myself to them

I realise I don't have
the pigment on my cheeks
the dryness under my eyes

my eyes are too clear, too beautiful

Instagram is a fictional script
sometimes fiction has more feeling
more certainty
than life.

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